Apparently there has been a shoot out at Eaton center with one boy down and 7 injured. My friend was telling me how horrible it was to be there seeing a 14 year old holding a gun running through people to get to subway while the police was chasing him. I didn't hear much of her blabbering as I was thinking , how does it feel to be that one boy who's dead now. Or the 13 year old who is severely shot. How it feels not being able to write the finale of your life, laying there lifeless while living people screaming around you, taking videos with their phones and talking excitedly with the reporters.
It can be a very void and unexplaineable feeling unless you have suffered yourself. It can only be an entertaining topic to be covered on your facebook or twitter to get more "likes", or comments like "Oh my gosh, are you OK?" and this is the shallow society I am living in and frankly, I can't wait to get the fuck out of here. Shouldn't be that hard. I have lost my identity once, it's much more painless the second time.
Best Regards,
-S
