This post is just for clarification purposes for myself. To remind myself that I am blessed. Blessed to have a lovely family that despite the crazy shit sometimes they go through, when it comes to me, it is all left behind. Blessed to have purest of friends that despite the complications in their lives, I am the constant part of it. Blessed to be me, with my bizarre way of looking at life that fails me one hundred times and raises me in one hundred and first.
So remember , even if you are returning back to one of the most stressful periods of your life, you are more determined. This time it is not about desperately grabbing  a low paid job, but to aim for something you really deserve. So for the love of god, act professional and don't think low of yourself.

Redemption !

Sometimes I have to remind myself that some birds are not meant to be caged. 

Their feathers are just too bright. And when they fly away, the part of you 

that knows it was a sin to lock them up DOES rejoice. Still, the place you live 

in is that much more drab and empty that they are gone. I guess I just miss you !

Truth

"The wisest thing I ever heard was to seek the truth. No one can tell 

you what it feels like to be in the presence of the truth, because it's 

different for everyone, but you'll know it when you feel it!"

That was pretty much how our conversation ended and it left me with an immense brain-fuck ! Some people are like those rare beautiful gems and you can't stop looking at the glitter of their soul ! It doesn't matter where they are from or what language they speak. They just make sense !

Epiphany !

Human beings... As much as we are all amazed with their brilliance, how do we know we would be less amazed if we were ants ? Or elephants ? or eagles ? Let's take the last one as an example. Eagles have wings and they know how to fly without consuming 12 liters per kilometer ! You may get over excited about what I just wrote and share it on your twitter or put it as your Facebook status, but for sake of argument, when a monkey jumps up and down and claps its hands, how do you know what he does is not just a similar reaction to an external event that triggers his excitement ? It takes a human to know there is no god for elephants! How do you know being an elephant can explain whether human beings have a god or not?

How well Rumi could have explained the story of life with the story of "The Elephant and the Blind Men"?

I wish my grammatical errors haven't contaminated my epiphany !